I Wish...

I wish. Two simple words that can mean a lot. For some it means erasing a past mistake or choice. For some it means something they hope for but not yet have obtained in life. For me it means both. I have made a lot of mistakes in life. I mean A LOT. I have said things that we unkind and done things that were just cruel. I have had addictions and attitudes that were horrible. Mistakes are like ink. Once on paper they are always there and can't be erased. I wish I could take back some of my mistakes. I wish I could re-write some of the things I have done or said. I wish oh how I wish... but the one good thing about all these mistakes is that they have made me who I am today and because of them I have learned life's lessons. Now for second part. I wish that someday I can be good enough for someone. I wish that one day I can marry someone in the Temple. I wish that one day I can find someone who will love me even though they know about all my past mistakes. I wish I could be more popular. I wish oh how I wish... -Benjamin Nelson